"Levon, why are you always so happy?"
This question still lingers in my mind every now and then. It was one of my ex-colleagues had who asked me a couple of months ago.
Actually i do have quite a number of issues. It's just that I am not good at expressing dejection and i prefer to 'escape' from problems i cannot solve at the moment rather than allow them to ruin a day i can seize to have fun.
One of the questions i am afraid to respond is,"Are you Okay?"
It's a simple yet difficult question. To put it simply, it's just a yes or no.. But the explanation that follows is always a problem. How do you share your problems without affecting your ego or changing perceptions of yourself in somebody else's mind? Like i had mentioned, I have a unique personality from most i know and definitely a very different perspective of the world. Most people won't for sure. I am done with fitting in, but acceptance is still an essential element to me.
I am not an emo faggot don't get me wrong. If being happy makes others happy, why not? It's a win-win situation. :)
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