Sir, I'm a bit nervous
'Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I'm hoping that I...

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
Can't wait to smile
When she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She's been hearing for steps
Since the day that we met
(I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And tell death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart...

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do

After reading some magazines while doing my nails, something hit me and i came up with this conclusion.


WOMAN (noun)

-a gender of human
-characterized by the constant battle with the physical, where appearance is central to identity.


oh right. Tell me i'm wrong.

It has been about a month since i left work. It's true when they said people tend to have more crazy thoughts when they have nothing to do.

Well i've been thinking about life. Yes, my life. I gradually begin to realise i really need friends to keep me going. I kind of dislike my life now, but given a choice i would have done the exact same thing. I won't let anything compromise my study. This is the one last chance i have.

I want to join photography, back to what i love. Organise events and all. Stupid or stupid i don't know. Apparently PSB doesn't have a decent Club notice board. So where the fuck do i go? Even freak has issues helping me. Great.

I'm meeting Eviliu often these days. He's seems to be the only person available now and then. Others are either working or studying and i really feel so empty i'm not kidding. :(

It has been more than 2 months since the last i blogged. In just a matter of time, it's already October and in a week time we'll be all ready to welcome November.

Many incidents had occur through these times. Perhaps the major event which had happened to me, apart from i went to TW with lzl, was that i had finally quit my job.

I feel like i'm currently deprived of my social life. My friends are all schooling, full time. Those part-time schoolers are mostly working. =\

I met someone on the train yesterday and he asked me where was i schooling. I'm not entirely proud nor am i ashamed of where i am. It's a choice i made. i chose to ditch the local. I just didn't like how people will look at me.

It's too much for my pride and ego.

I went swimming today! I was supposed to go with Michele but she can't make it. So eviliu accompanied me!

I think the place is designed for kids. there is a pool for kids and another w slides. the competition pool was flooded w people. Ohgawd. I still have my fears because I nearly got drowned.

anyway we waited for more people to leave before we started swimming. heh. We left at about 1+ and had lunch at this store in white sands called Taiwan 第一点 (if I'm not wrong) the food is alright but I kinda miss the food at far east even more! :/

We bought Gongcha from Simei before we went to Eviliu place to do our itinerary together :D Dinner was at his place. I really love home-cooked food. heh.


btw.

HAPPY SINGAPORE DAY!

it was a depressing day because my ankles and knees were hurting damn badly. :/

Eviliu suggested to have dinner w me. I was still feeling down until he came. Idk why but I felt emotionally better, really. heh. We had berrylite and gongcha again.

We played limbo together. :3 it is an awesome game!



In short, you play this game as this boy; portrayed as a silhouette with distinctive shiny eyes. There are no hints or clues to how to pass each stage. You just gotta try and die. It is pretty easy initially and it just gets tougher. But the fun factor is at least 8.5/10 for me. hehe.

For more, visit LIMBO

I had breakfast w dad & sis at food summon. Ben zhen still tasted as horrid. zzz. So renovation of the coffee shop doesn't mean that the food will be changed as well. eeew.

Aislin and Dad headed to the same direction to work, while i was the opposite. Hah, life sucks to work on a sunday yeah. So i always said It's good to be mum because she doesn't have to work on sunday! I kind of surprised to see eviliu looking for me while I have decided to walk to my workplace. He drove me over there.

I got my pay today! The pay rate is good with consderation to the amount of workload i was given. :x heh.

Then i walked back to simei to meet up with Aislin and mum for lunch! Aislin helped me to buy gong cha! I drank gongcha mt 0% lunch was w sis & mum!

We conned mum into treating us ice cream. hehe. we went ntuc before we headed home.
Eviliu came later for dinner. Damien came too! heh. eviliu and I went to take a stroll at ep before we headed back to our place.

I ended up at home recuperating today. The pain aggravated at night. I couldn't help it. A mere 5 minutes walk can actually kill me. It's the knees this time. ohwell.

i went back to the Tie Da today. The sinseh put me on ba gua (the fire and the glass container therapy which actually serves to help loosen the muscles) and he said my knees muscles are unusually tight. I guess that explains the pain. =\ Then he continued to do acupuncture with voltage and heat therapy.



I thought it will help. Apparently it didn't because the pain came back at night. wthmax.

i wore flip-flops to work today. This is the ultimate non-compliance. LOL.

I felt bad because i missed work yesterday (although it's not entirely my fault and what i rather choose) so i came to work today. But almost after an hour, i regretted. The walkings made both my ankles and knees hurt.

Well again after that, i spent the rest of the day wheeling here and there. :x But i walked a little because i got too bored. :(

In the midst of the day N helped KL to take blood. I thought about it again, at the decision i made. i know for now it is the right decision, but when will i be able to learn it? It's one of the things i've wanted to learn so badly.

then it goes back to the same old line: My school sucks.

anyway lunch w Michele

She looks like Fang Da Tong, or she self-proclaim. Haha.

This is gonna be another post of whining. Please x it if you can't take it.

I had lunch with Eviliu at foodfare. I missed my fried fish soup w egg. It's like the most awesome fish soup i've ever eaten and of course i wouldn't miss a week without having it (okay unless i'm overseas eating even better food :x)

Then i went to my usual Tie Da. It turns out to be the lady sinseh i didn't like. But oh well i don't really have much of a choice. The guy sinsehs are good though.


If you need i'll tell you the exact address(CHOY CHOY!). But anyway it's at Tampines Avenue 4, beside a vegetarian store and there's a bus stop right in front of it.

i always hate to work at 730 on a monday, because the day before i'll always experience Monday Blues. No, MEGA Monday Blues to be exact. It probably starts in the late afternoon and all the way to the evening.

Anyway i'm sure i can describe myself in a very unfortunate state. After the monday blues, i fell down at work. It's not entirely my fault because i fell down while walking. To be exact, i slipped and fell. (It's not because i stepped on anything like banana skin or jelly or shit or whatever). My cleaner friend was mopping the floor and she didn't realised it was too wet that i walked over the floor and slipped.

That's it. My ankle hurts and it's affecting my already-fragile knees as well. So what? I spent the whole day as the chair-warmer. =\

Injuries during work and i've to fork out all the medical fees all by myself. lucky or not you tell me. =\

WOOHOO work ended on time today! heh that's because I'm at another department. I managed to have dinner with my parents. it was unplanned actually. I got my 23 too! it tasted awesome today. This is such a happpyy day~

anyway I gotta finish up my application stuffs. I managed to take my id photo and bathe before Lover came to visit me. I haven't see her for a freaking long time. :D we talked till 1am. she probably figured that I was tired so she told me not to walk her back. uhh I should have. :c

Met up w Eviliu after work. I was elated when he bought me 23! I have been having cravings since yesterday! hehe. We headed to orchard and finally had our xlb! but it was again too oily for my stomach to take it. uhhhh. I thought that was kind of weird. My stomach can't take oily food an yet it can take deep fried food. =.=

After that we took train to Somerset and ate a decent dinner - yoshinoya beef bowl! But it was very disappointing. zzz but it's alrightttt at least we are good. :D

btw, do you know that Somerset is actually a place in England? :D

then we went back to his place and caught My Girlfrend is an Agent. It is a hilarious movie. I can't stop laughing throughout the entire movie. (Y)

Met up w Presto after work today. She told me she was waiting for me at the red line, near gantry. That made me nearly LOL because of my first thought was... Gantry? ERP? Haha! what a weird place to meet! But no, she appeared just at the control station. nehhh!

We had kfc for dinner! It has been months since I last ate kfc. I'm not exactly a fastfood-person so yeahhh. I really missed those times back then in school where I would laugh at her for being so blur! hah!

Then we went to buy the best gong cha - plaza sing! hehe. We took some pictures before she decided to buy ear studs. But being the typical me, i would often give her some remark and she changed her mind immediately. Well, I'm just being honest.

and yeah we left pretty early. I guess she wanted to turn in early. :)

Eviliu came over and brought the bread he made! but we had kfc for breakfast. WOOHOO KFC porridge! hehe. Then Eviliu sent me to work. :D

I met up with bro after work and we had 18chefs for lunch. This deek is a 90% late king (if you consider im a late queen). But oh well, i hope everything will be good for him. :)

Then I went to ntuc with mumsy. I got my daily dose of 23 too! :D so I tried to make the gift for Eviliu but it turns out the printer went out of ink. wth! Never mind. so I finished up the bread Eviliu made and took a nap before I went jogging. then I met up w him again! He's coming over my place for dinner. Sunday dinner seems to become a routine for him as well.

After dinner we bought durians together. It was 70bucks worth of durians, at 7.7kg. My family were convinced i was cheated and they said 猫山王 can't be that expensive. Hmm. seriously?

Anyway i got a cut from the husk of the durians. Revenge of the durians! D:

Some unhappy events followed but Eviliu came and made me better. thanks for everything :)

Eviliu came and sent me to work after I bought my breakfast and lunch for work. heh. I worked w xpy and jiji today and we managed to clear all the things before we left! :D

on top of that, i actually left halfway to help buy some food. subway was having one for one cookie! I tried the cranberry cheesecake cookie. it is damn sweet. but anyway it's a good deal for cheapos like me. =x

Dinner was back to hometown w dad! heh. We had nasi padang. Woohoo! then I went out to pay my bills and headed to an optometry wanting to get free samples. LOL i know i'm like a cheapo. =x Turns out that the degree of my specs is higher than my actual degree. wth no wonder I always feel uncomfortable wearing my spectacles after a period of time. uh. Never mind. Then Evilu met up with me and we bought durians together.

ohmygoddd i'm so in love with you, durians. Will you be mine? :x

Eviliu waited for me at my workplace <3 and we headed back to east together. We got our 23 and took a bus to his place. We had durians he bought from Daniel. He then drove us to swee choon for our 10th dinner. :D I dozed off on the way there. D:

Seriously after all the nice food in hk, the Tim Sum here just tastes terrible. -.- but it's alright cause I enjoy eating w him. :)

Met up w Eviliu. My day hasn't been great, so were things for him. But at least I felt better seeing him because he always try to make things better. :D Our plan was spoilt. But it's alright we always have plan B. Haha.

Dinner was at Charlie brown instead. then we went to buy best fries forever before we headed to watch harry potter. :3

Harry Potter is good. :D

Met up w chirlee & sok today. It's so great to see them and I missed them like mad! the initial plan was dinner but it ended up at gossip at the usual spot. hehe.
T1 gossip corner, the place where I saw Sok's epic face due to leg cramp. haha. Pok joined us later and btw I love her bag. but I left at around 10 because my dinner is waiting for me at home.

To my surprise, eviliu was waiting for me at the station! :D Yep, he walked me home. hehe.