Irony.

I put my favourite song on loop. It's supposed to be a happy song but i got more upset each time it starts repeating. Why?

Simply, people change. The fact that reminding someone that he/she has changed does not change the fact that he/she had changed.

Oh well, just another wave of disappointment. Get over it!

Be Selfish, Always.

"Because everyone else is selfish."

I have been repeating this phrase to myself over and over again because people around me take no hesitation to prove that right, even my dear loved ones.

But i had learnt from this phrase. No, it's not exactly the ugly side of homo sapiens but something more in-depth. (As far as you are concern, i am not that shallow.)

There are very few people who can make me feel vulnerable and minute. One of the very important person in my life made me understand the greater meaning behind that phrase,"Be Selfish, Always.". He's the only person who gave me incessant bouts of disappointments (unfortunately) that ultimately, i learnt something from it. The greater meaning behind that phrase is

"Do things for others at the expense of your own happiness."

Two weeks ago, i helped a stranger move her groceries into the lift despite the fact that she had gave me the wrong directions.

Last week, i offered to share my umbrella with a stranger on the long stretch of road to school.

I am selfishly happy.

后来后来

我们从望着星空聊天 
到后来疯过多少彻夜
到现在已禁不起熬夜 
日子飞奔的得像眨眼

你那时爱的不听谁劝 
担心你却气到快翻脸
后来才学会替你擦泪 
成熟了笨拙的从前

请继续陪伴我　下半个未来
我们天天更新 最美好片段
不管什么句点 企图打断连载
我们要一辈子 有后来后来

把幻想追逐得像梦想 
后来有我们彼此护航
后来还一起逆风破浪 
接着找新的梦幻想

没想过我们时间的墙 
像一道会蔓延的画廊
墙上挂满回忆的萤光 
一凝望就泛红眼眶

请继续陪伴我 下半个未来
我们天天更新　最美好片段
不管什么句点　企图打断连载
我们要一辈子　有后来后来

仿佛还在昨天初次见面
也许还能游行亿万光年
我们像观众对自己收看
比全世界好奇每个后来

请继续完整我　缺页的存在
我还要预约你 生命的花开
故事等着我们 热切培养灌溉
就约好一辈子 再后来后来

After so many years, after their marriage, S.H.E is still one of the rare bands who is able touch my heart with their songs. :)