Me

Sometimes I wonder how did I become such extremist...

what it takes

It's not that i choose to be dubious but i need the result to assure myself. I can choose to be optimistic but that doesn't prove anything. I'm not giving up, fret not. I'm just... losing faith in myself. 

I tried my best in whatever i can and yet this is the outcome i deserved. Tell me what should i do? Do i really have what it takes? 

 I say (1:01 AM):
*later she poison your food
*HAHAHAH
*=x
He say (1:01 AM):
*okay
*so now must be undercover
I say (1:01 AM):
*LOL
*YES
He says (1:01 AM):
*must do whatever it takes
*to get your hand
*once you're mine
I say (1:02 AM):
*HGAHAHAHAHAHAH
He says (1:02 AM):
*then okay
*can let out my ail
*tail*
I say (1:02 AM):
*SCHEMING
*(Y)
He says (1:02 AM):
*yes
I say (1:02 AM):
*HAHAHHAA
*dear you're so cute
He says (1:02 AM):
*i do whatever it takes to protect u
*from the forces of evil

a couple of days ago...
He says: 我又没有催你! (I'm not rushing you!)
Then he started to *blow and blow*

haha. Why is my boy so cute? Doesn't matter. I love. :D

Sir, I'm a bit nervous
'Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I'm hoping that I...

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
Can't wait to smile
When she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She's been hearing for steps
Since the day that we met
(I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And tell death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart...

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do

After reading some magazines while doing my nails, something hit me and i came up with this conclusion.


WOMAN (noun)

-a gender of human
-characterized by the constant battle with the physical, where appearance is central to identity.


oh right. Tell me i'm wrong.